Thursday, February 24, 2011

Relationship Sexuality Marriage

After watched a movie called “Eat Pray Love”, is about a women try to “find herself” across the 3 countries, Italy, India and Indonesia, I’m so impress the life and journey of Julia Roberts in the movie. Believing there’s more to life than other things, finding herself new appetites in her life with good foods, meditation and of course true love. The movie really grabs my heart and it will make you start having relationship with foods as well, (Say Hello to your muffin top.)

Talking about eat pray love; recently the topic between me and my buddies is all about “Relationship Sexuality Marriage”. I can’t deny I have a strong desire to get into a relationship recently but the problem is, from where I can get a right man?

For a relationship, the friends from different countries have their own different saying. One of them told me, “If you want to keep your relationship for last longer; first of all, you have to f**k your man.” *sign**, and another friend said, “for getting a rich man to be your boyfriend, you need to make yourself become a bitch! Bitches always cheat those jerks, and good girls always get cheated by jerks.”

Hmmm…Nice saying…LOL… I know they’re out of their mind, but who cares, I love them…ha-ha…

If girls want to have a relationship or marriage, what kind of men are their idealist boyfriends or husband? Should search for a good guy? Or maybe a bad guy sounds not bad?

For me, there are no differences between a good guy and a bad guy and you know why? Just a very simple answers, because a bad guy screw you and a good guy screw you too.

For all the former single girls out there, guess what! Just try to imagine what will happen after you said “I do”? Will it going to be a happy ending or a disaster?

In my opinion, for a relationship, it is ok if a man has lots of love but less “bread” [richness], but for marriage I think everyone prefer “bread” more than love. I know it sounds realities, but I thought this is how the world looks like, isn’t it?

Anyway, I’m not decide to have a marriage in my future, too much of responsibilities need to carry and you have to work on some sparkles non-stop in marriage to keep it “fresh”. I think I need lots of air to breathe, life for two is too crowded, so love but less “bread”, hmm... sounds romantic and adventure…ha-ha… But, love and bread if both have it, then it will be perfect!

Monday, December 6, 2010

No arms, No legs, No worries!

After I watched the video on YouTube, I looked at myself; I’m awake and feel so ashamed. He was an extraordinary man with no arms and legs.

What makes him extraordinary?



Nick Vujicic, an incredible man of god and testimony of all the young people. From life without limbs with life without limits, he gave hope around the globe and me. Nick Vujicic has proved that’s nothing is impossible, everyone has their own value in life.

"Is a lie to think that you are not good enough."
"Is a lie to think that you are not worth anything."


I always have doubt to the things that I do; I always think that I’m not good enough, and I always think that I’m nothing.

Am I lying myself as well?

After a lot of frustration, I think is time for me to get start over. I need to adapt the new life and situation and try to stop struggled with depression and loneliness. I guess sometimes I have to let things go so there’s a room for better things to come into my life.

Like what Nick’s said, we go through to the storm of the life and we don’t know how long the storm gonna be. Although I’m not sure if I can make it or not but I want to smile much and face the storm bravely just like what Nick’s did! And I know is not going to move on until I accept what happened. But I have to. I don’t want to wish it, I WANT to do it! I don’t want to believe in doomed. I want to change it for my own good.

I want to believe that “I’m gorgeous just the way I am” as well.

Besides, I look up to Nick and respect him for telling everyone his life story, believe in god, never give up and give courage to all the people to face their life bravely. He is the coolest person ever. I adore you, Nick Vujicic, and may god bless you~

video

Here are the video, hope it will help to find your courage in your life too.

Monday, November 22, 2010

Specially to.....

It’s been 2 months here; my life is full of questions,

I don’t know what I want and what I need it the most.

The lifestyle at here is dull… nothing special,

Going to school, doing homework, walking back home, cook dinner and so on,

Weekends is even worst, lay on bed, listen to the music, watch movies, blah blah blah

And I don’t have any intention to open my books to study, where can I find my “study mood”?!Damn it!!!

Sometimes, I’m wondering by the time I back to Malaysia, will I have any memory at here???!!!

Until yesterday… ~~

Yesterday it was a quite interesting day to me…

I had a great night and nice chat with my buddies, and this had light up the night became…SPECIAL

We didn’t chat much; most of it was just a nonsense joke while we were waiting for our Mr. Seow installing the software.

And I have no chance to tell u guys that I’m searching for a part time job,and yesterday I went for an interviewed.

It was a quick interviewed, took only around 5 minute for asking few questions, how long I have been in Japan, where I’m from…… I’m not sure will I get the job or not because the person said my Japanese is “muzukashi” (I think should be meant difficult to understand”).

But the person did note down my name and contact number; I hope he will call me. I hope I can get the job because I wish this job can make my life become BUSIER~…. Now, I’m facing a problem, worrying that I could not understand what the person tells me. I’m stepping out the 1st step and trying my best d so I wish that person can understand that too. Hopefully~~

At least yesterday the group chat can let me stopped thinking about the worries for temporarily. I’m gladded that you guys was there yesterday, really…

Suddenly I realized that what Liang’s said was right; everyone is facing their own problem, stress and pressure at there. But they were still with me on the line. Thanks a lot.




I'm sorry I lied to u guys that i didn't print screen :P.... I will look forward to another video group chat again~~ And will ask wei ling , Alicia and Chee yan to join in~

XOXO